Tuesday, January 20, 2009

add on to the last one

I think it was also a hard day because I felt like the door had totally shut on my LVC days. They have move on.. I should too. There is a part of me that really wants to hang around and feel like old times but I can't and shouldn't. It is just hard... I had been around for 5ish years so it was hard to just cut it off... and say... "it been fun. Sorry. See you on Sundays". (Now I know that was not said).

It just wasn't home anymore... whether that is just me feeling that or what... Letting go is just hard... it has been hard. But like I said today will help close the chapter. It was just a hard one. No one did anything wrong... just confirmation are sometimes hard to stomach

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