2 in a row

So today, is a good day. I am glad it is Friday. I am glad for the weekend. I am going to go to my mom's house sometime this weekend with a few of the kids (I am taking Noelen and Soe and Catie will have Jude).

Today is also a good day because finally we are resolving the issues we had with the Title company not paying our leans on our house (they avoided our calls for almost a year and then we got really aggressive and talked about small claims court... then they called back). And now we talk to the owner who was really angry.... so that should give us $500 toward our mortgage this year.

No job yet, but I had a dream last night and I think in it I felt like I was told "Just wait". But that also could be just hoping... I never know because you usually dream about things that are on your mind and getting a job is always on my mind.... we will see though.... I know God is in control... I really do know that.... it is just hard trusting.

Life is so... fragile.... and crazy and sad and happy and emotional.... it is hard. I just read an email about a friends wife's dad that was found on the floor this morning and is in a coma now. Wow. Something always puts life into perspective.... my thoughts and prayers are with the family.

Another note. I love music. It is awesome. It seriously has a connection to your soul... it weird.. and awesome.

I am ready to be working somewhere for someone... hopefully soon. I will say... I was thinking the other day that I have really enjoyed seeing my kids everyday and watching them grow together and just being able to spend really time with them... so the last 2 months hasn't been all that bad... I do really love my kids... and sometimes I like being at home. It is nice. Stressful but nice (at times).

Another off the subject thing. So I was talking to a co-worker and we somehow got to discussing whether I was weird.... and she said, "Not weird or socially awkward or anything. You just have a different way of looking at things." I said, "Different like what?" She responded, "Different like if to people were arguing whether a glass was half empty of half full you would tell them the glass was blue... not bad just different."

I like that I like being different. I like that the glass is blue. :)

Alrightly, see ya