So....

To start ...I was just going to say that Church (as we know it) is so confusing. I just don't get it, it would seem that it could be more simple with Christians but I think unfortunately religion mixed in with most things seem to just make things more confusing. One person that has impressed me (when it comes to Church and leadership) has been Jared... I know you probably will never read this but I wanted to say I was impressed with your decision to step down and how graciously you have done this. If there is one thing about Jared he is a man of his word.... I can dig that... :)

Anyways, life is kind of sucky and confusing right now. I am tired. I am in the daily grind at Menards. I am trying to get more work for freelance video stuff and at the same time I have just found out that there could be a job in the works for me at church. That would seem to be good but all of a sudden I have just run out of freelance jobs so I am unsure of how to get to next month (which is more than likely when the church thing will pan out).
Oh well.... I guess. It is hard for me to trust God in this.... it is always easier said then done. But that said... I haven't had to go without food or necessities yet. Thanks God......